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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Transport? I have 2 legs lar!

Its been almost 3 months since the loss of my car, the car which i bought using my hard-earned money. The car that took me and everyone,anywhere they wanted to. This is also the same car that fetched her from home and brought her to work everyday.
Naresh still stands tall today, travelling by foot and taxi every single day. If there were to be one inspiring word,i will call it "Patience". Everyday, i see her coming to work and parking her car. She seems to be so cool about what had happened and i'm like a brick wall to her. She walks pass by me as though no one is beside her and it is just me that is suffering for now.
I told myself,everything that i lost in this past 3 months will be restored to me soon. I will still come to work, smile to everyone and be humble,jovial and hardworking like how the old Naresh used to be.
p/s: My new car is coming soon. Anyone wanna take a wild guess on what make is it? LoL

2007 - A year of many "changes" in life!

Its been a while since i blogged about myself. Let me tell what happened recently.

14th August - Lent my car to a person that was supposed to be called "friend". He drove it to his friends place and got "robbed". My car was stolen and driven off by some cheap Indian bastards. Wallet, credit cards, spectacles, original certificates. In other words, you-name-it-we-got-it-all items went missing just like that. First thing in my mind was, to contact my "dearest" girlfriend to notify her on the incident.
I never imagined my whole life, i would be treated worse than dirt (now that's a good lesson,folks!). I had absolutely nothing with me except something which i call "heart beat" - my cell phone. I called her and said that, i will be boarding a taxi straight to the office. Told her to pay the cab fare once im there and we will drive to the police station/home.
When i reached the office, i told the taxi man to wait as i ran upstairs to meet her. She refused to pay the cab fare, saying that i was too much and not supposed to just come over without informing her anything. I begged her,saying that the taxi man is waiting downstairs and its good if she pays the fare (RM 35) and then she can talk/argue about anything later on. She didn't agree!
Finally after begging from her office colleagues, she came out and followed me to the taxi man. In front the driver she said "this fella is useless! he is forcing me to pay for the cab fare and i have no money (that's bullshit!). I was in a shock and tears just rolled out of my eyes. She then picked the phone and called my family. After 30min of negotiation with my family, she then paid the taxi man RM100 and told him to give me the balance. I was then driven home by the same taxi while she walked back into the office boldly.
To be a person that's supposed to get married to me end of this year, i expected a "dear,i'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your car!". All i wanted was little care and nothing else! I was so weak,tired and tensed up at that moment and all i got was dirt-like treatment from a person which i usually address to others as "my everything".
Went home, cried all week thinking about what had happened and how i was treated by the surroundings. She told me that she wanted to break off with me as we couldn't get along? I saw it coming, but i avoided it as i knew i had the power to change her. I'm not Mr.Perfect but i know that her character is something intolerable. Her parents,my parents,my friends,her friends gave me so much advice on how to tolerate her character. I don't want to talk about her character because it disgusts me! (after some serious thinking & brain activity!). I decided to break off the relationship we had for GOOD!
My parents got divorced when i was 2yrs old and i always told myself that i didn't want my love relationship to end up that way. Too bad,it did happen but i think it happened for good. Today is the 30th October and i still tell myself that "it all happened for good!"
 
Your Life Path Number is 7
Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life. You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights. A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme. You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends. Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!
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